This few days i not feeling ok at all... honestly...
After talking to him about his courtship and think about myself
i feel that it would be so much easy if we just get back together...
Things would be so much simple and easier on me..
But i'm confuse....
I'm very uncertain about wat is my stand, my feel, and my take.
Even if i want to get back...
Then would he accept me?
I don't wish to fight for anything...
But on the other hand i can't sit here and wait for mircle...
Cause mircle don't seem to happen on me.
What type of fairy tale i would fit in??
I don't neo...
More like the little mermaid??
I have give up domething to just want to be with him with a no
garantee that he would be with me in the end...
I'm tire...
I thought dancing can make me don't think,
but i feel so empty that this matter fills my whole soul...
I must handle lots of things in my life..
But i still feel the sense of emptiness...
This cause me to think..
This made me feel that all stress and all matter in my life seems
to be so small that it nothing compare to this...
O my god...
When this thing going to end??
I feeling sick now..
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