For the past 24 hours i have spent time with myself:
Do what i want to do( Slacking) like reading,
watching tv program, doing yoga, eat and sleep...
Well... Simply say is to relax and don't care about anything..
Haha... it's feels good!!!
Hmm... Probably somethimes i meet such a therpy for myself...
Now my mind is in a clearly state...
Start to feel lighten... No longer feeling so sad and confuse..
It's like i have detoxify my soul...
Wow... It definatly feels good.... Feels awake.
This is not the best part of the day the best part is that i receive the mail from
sistic about the 'Swan lake on ice' is coming to singapore in sept!!
O MY GOD!!
I blust into happiness to receive such a mail!!!
YEAH!! THEY ARE COMING!!! YEAH!! THEY ARE COMING!!!
I swear i going to watch it!! No matter at what cause i will love to watch it!!
A bit like dream come true just that is only the swam lake not cinderella..
If is the cinderella it would be the BEST le!!
Hmm... dunno got such a performance a not??
But never mind... SWAN lake is equally good!! YEAH!!
Whatever it is i got to find ppl to watch with me ah...
BAO QI???.... Canu watxh with me?? Pls.....
The love sign
Yesterday read on a book on
' A new approach to the human heart: Linda goodman's LOVE Sign."
Well... it's somehow accurate la...
But what i like about the book is that it somehow solve the
question which long for...
The question on why my first ex bf would damp me...
Somehow what it wrote about saguttarius and gemini don't match
and the reason of it...
After reading it there is not much of a reason but just that a gemini to me is
just tooo cruel cause because of their own personality and hurt me anyhow..
My GOD that's so true...
' A new approach to the human heart: Linda goodman's LOVE Sign."
Well... it's somehow accurate la...
But what i like about the book is that it somehow solve the
question which long for...
The question on why my first ex bf would damp me...
Somehow what it wrote about saguttarius and gemini don't match
and the reason of it...
After reading it there is not much of a reason but just that a gemini to me is
just tooo cruel cause because of their own personality and hurt me anyhow..
My GOD that's so true...
Tire, sick: This is unlike me...
What i going through now is a transition of not feeling for him...
This is actually what is going on...
But the fate have a play on me, i guess.
Cause the sudden set back from him, made things a bit complicated.
Haiz... Once agian i brought upon myself...
Now, i seems to be waiting for things to happen and i can't predict anything.
Cause the situration is not in mine or his control...
To worry so much it just isn't me at all...
I seldom worry for things for long... But this time it caught me some time..
I really sick of it...
Arm... anybody got any cure for me??
This is actually what is going on...
But the fate have a play on me, i guess.
Cause the sudden set back from him, made things a bit complicated.
Haiz... Once agian i brought upon myself...
Now, i seems to be waiting for things to happen and i can't predict anything.
Cause the situration is not in mine or his control...
To worry so much it just isn't me at all...
I seldom worry for things for long... But this time it caught me some time..
I really sick of it...
Arm... anybody got any cure for me??
Is this my decision??
This few days i not feeling ok at all... honestly...
After talking to him about his courtship and think about myself
i feel that it would be so much easy if we just get back together...
Things would be so much simple and easier on me..
But i'm confuse....
I'm very uncertain about wat is my stand, my feel, and my take.
Even if i want to get back...
Then would he accept me?
I don't wish to fight for anything...
But on the other hand i can't sit here and wait for mircle...
Cause mircle don't seem to happen on me.
What type of fairy tale i would fit in??
I don't neo...
More like the little mermaid??
I have give up domething to just want to be with him with a no
garantee that he would be with me in the end...
I'm tire...
I thought dancing can make me don't think,
but i feel so empty that this matter fills my whole soul...
I must handle lots of things in my life..
But i still feel the sense of emptiness...
This cause me to think..
This made me feel that all stress and all matter in my life seems
to be so small that it nothing compare to this...
O my god...
When this thing going to end??
I feeling sick now..
After talking to him about his courtship and think about myself
i feel that it would be so much easy if we just get back together...
Things would be so much simple and easier on me..
But i'm confuse....
I'm very uncertain about wat is my stand, my feel, and my take.
Even if i want to get back...
Then would he accept me?
I don't wish to fight for anything...
But on the other hand i can't sit here and wait for mircle...
Cause mircle don't seem to happen on me.
What type of fairy tale i would fit in??
I don't neo...
More like the little mermaid??
I have give up domething to just want to be with him with a no
garantee that he would be with me in the end...
I'm tire...
I thought dancing can make me don't think,
but i feel so empty that this matter fills my whole soul...
I must handle lots of things in my life..
But i still feel the sense of emptiness...
This cause me to think..
This made me feel that all stress and all matter in my life seems
to be so small that it nothing compare to this...
O my god...
When this thing going to end??
I feeling sick now..
Wow.. so accurate...
Hey ppl!!!
I done a personality test and it is so so accuarate
that i simply cannot believe it lair...
haha...
Come i share with u what it says about mi k...
"You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.
The situation at this time is one of considerable distress. You feel trapped and you are looking for some way out. You can find solace in the arms of someone who cares so long as there is no long-term emotional involvement.
It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer.
You have so many ideas that you would like to revitalise but you need to realise a stable and peaceful condition to do so. Once you can free yourself from all the aggravation and tension around you, you will make strides that may amaze you. You will not be prevented from achieving all the things you so desire."
Wow... so accurate...
I done a personality test and it is so so accuarate
that i simply cannot believe it lair...
haha...
Come i share with u what it says about mi k...
"You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.
The situation at this time is one of considerable distress. You feel trapped and you are looking for some way out. You can find solace in the arms of someone who cares so long as there is no long-term emotional involvement.
It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer.
You have so many ideas that you would like to revitalise but you need to realise a stable and peaceful condition to do so. Once you can free yourself from all the aggravation and tension around you, you will make strides that may amaze you. You will not be prevented from achieving all the things you so desire."
Wow... so accurate...
No title.
It's been sometime since a write something in this blog le...
Lots of changes happening... Emotionally in a chaos...
But's i'm sure it is turning good and better than bad...
hopefully...
I'm still in a muti- storm, situration are getting better for some of them
But not all of them...
I have yet survive, rather i hide in a shulter and wait.
The feeling can be very terrible at times.
Looking out in the storm, it's seem so far.
But the acture fact is that i'm living in it...
Fear has set in my heart...
Uncertain that any moment i can just sweep anyway by the storm with my shulter.
It is not the best emotion to go through but at least is the best out of the few in the past.
Lots of changes happening... Emotionally in a chaos...
But's i'm sure it is turning good and better than bad...
hopefully...
I'm still in a muti- storm, situration are getting better for some of them
But not all of them...
I have yet survive, rather i hide in a shulter and wait.
The feeling can be very terrible at times.
Looking out in the storm, it's seem so far.
But the acture fact is that i'm living in it...
Fear has set in my heart...
Uncertain that any moment i can just sweep anyway by the storm with my shulter.
It is not the best emotion to go through but at least is the best out of the few in the past.
New focus.
New focus is a good thing to heal up wound.
Finding a new and chanllgene thing is good, esp. it will takes up my mind
,heart and emotions.
This way less energy and time i can spent on things that are painful, hurtful.
Having new aims and goals keep me drive on in everyday life.
It's feel good in keeping me alive in this way... haha...
Well... even though is quite stressful, but it feels far more better than
feeling sad and hurt.
Stress is far more easier to handle than pain.
haha... It's seem like my pain management not very good.
Even I'm no longer important to some ppl and no longer gracious to some ppl,
not worth for some ppl. But now it don't seems to be so important anymore.
I will want to made those ppl who feel i worth for and important to
feel proud of what i have done and over came.
Not easy i would say...
I haven't achieve yet but I will achieve it....
I feeling that i'm living my own life, with a real me.
Finding a new and chanllgene thing is good, esp. it will takes up my mind
,heart and emotions.
This way less energy and time i can spent on things that are painful, hurtful.
Having new aims and goals keep me drive on in everyday life.
It's feel good in keeping me alive in this way... haha...
Well... even though is quite stressful, but it feels far more better than
feeling sad and hurt.
Stress is far more easier to handle than pain.
haha... It's seem like my pain management not very good.
Even I'm no longer important to some ppl and no longer gracious to some ppl,
not worth for some ppl. But now it don't seems to be so important anymore.
I will want to made those ppl who feel i worth for and important to
feel proud of what i have done and over came.
Not easy i would say...
I haven't achieve yet but I will achieve it....
I feeling that i'm living my own life, with a real me.
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