Nothing.

Nothing emo in my mind lately...
Just plain worries and problem that need to be solve.

Haiz...

I don't wish to say what it is..
Plus, it''s too many liao!!! Don't bother...

No matter what is it that i'm facing...
I'm trying my best to solve and improve on the situration...
Of course it will take some time but
i'm confident that i can make it though.
I'm giving myself time that the thing i want will happen.

{Wow... this type of words don't seem
to be coming out from my mouth...
Unlike the previous me ba..}

Whatever it is i will jia you de!!!

Somthing seems to matter but it don't seems to be the case...

Ironic...

I'm feeling a mix feeling...
I'm not lost in what i need to do or what i going to do.
But rather i feel more like giving up what i feeling...
Cause it is irritating and i feel that i'm so deprive from
freedom in that few mins or hours.

Anything that i have to give up my freedom i will give up on that stimulate.

Simple.

I feel so tire.........
I wanna to start certain thing anew
but sometimes it just too difficult and not possible.
I couldn't care anything that is none of my concern.
I need a happy hoilday break for myself mentally.
I need a partner to accompany top go crazy and happy about
things in life...

NOT a boyfriend like in thise BGR relationship...
I got hurt and disappointed in it...
I need to heal...
I need to gain confident over it....
Also, i need to gain back wat i lost..
That's a lots...

Probably i will never retrive what i lost and what i want.
But it doesn't matter anymore.
I just want to live each day happily as i wanted.
I don't want to be like somebody.

Something, Sometime

It's been sometime since i blog...

Things are getting hectic...
I need some rest i guess...
I need an holiday for real...
But come to reality... No TIME.

Well... 24 hours to me is really not enough...
So many things to do and so many i wan to do...
Well.. I think god give us 24 hours a day is to give limits
and lets us set our prority...
Is a punishment and Enlighterment..

So that we can chrish the moment we have...

Well... This coming tuesday i have
2 ICA project to present in a single day...
Wow.. hectic... And i start to do up the powerpoint on sat...
Lots of things happen and need to handle..
No time for my yoga this whole week...
After the presentation i will wan to catch up what i miss...

I WAMT TO WATCH MOIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!
DYING TO GO OUT AND CHILL!!!!!!!!!

Upside down

Since school re-open...

Lots of thong got to do...
Lots of things happen as well...
I don't seems to be coping very well...
Haiz...
It just like i'm being dump into the sea cannot swim and breath...
Just sink... i hate that...

haiz... now hope to do finish my project asap..
I dun wan to drag anymore even i don't go to school i wan to stay at
home to finish wat is un-done..
things have left there to long of a time that i quite sick of it..
I really hope that i can do more... Lots more the waht i'm doing now..

Haiz... Hope i can pull it through...
I have no time for emo stuff and things like that i too occupated with the
thing i need to handle and face..

Things that i wan and need to do seems to be pile up everyday...
I deprive from my wans...
I wan to go yoga...
I miss the days, where after school just go straight to yoga... no need to stay in school,
no need to think too much..
Now i have to stay back in school for things and go hospital to visit my grandma...
Hiaz... simply i need and want to do a lot of hings...
The 2 "S" man.. Sad and Sianz lo...

P.S: i hope we can just be like that... Less stessful and can just let our
thing settle down for other things.