Wake up.

I'm tire and sick today...
Got flu and need to run so many places...
Tire...

I come to realise that happiness is short live and great pain come after that...

Memories of unwanted hunt me...

I only can re-act what i should cause i'm so tire...

Miracle does not happen on me...
It only happen on ppl who is Beautiful and pretty... Not me...

Therefore, sometimes even the most simple things can be very far fatch...

I have come to realise it today...
It took me so long to neo that i don't fit to have any hope, dreams or wants.
Any of that is something very i don't deserve.
If i hope , dream or want anything i will get my punishment.