I'm so sad and hurt. Who is there to heal my heart?

I today feel terribly sad and hurtful.
It just emotion that take over me.

I cry just as hard as that night... so so hard.
My tears roll off on my dried cheek again.
Although my heart is broken but why the pain is still there?
Why when there is nothing left i still feel so suffering?
Why when i feel so so empty but sadness step foot on it?

Why nobody can heal this heart, maybe i don't deserve to get heal like others.
If i own u anything, all this pain, suffering and tears, I think is enough to pay back to you.
I left with nothing le. Really empty.

I'm not brave enough at times, i'm not really happy at times.
Cause I'm just a normal gal whose heart is totally broken.
My world might not be upside down.
But without u, i feel i have loss an very important thing.
However, i lost it. 

Nobody and heal this heart anymore. Nobody can.

2 comments:

said...

其实你一直都被爱着,宠着。我好羡慕你,
你比我幸运多了。在我和"他"分手那天,
我已被渐渐遗忘。在分手的第二天,
我和他的感情,从情人,一夜之间,
成了陌生人。

分手的这两个多月,他就连一次也没读过
我的网上日记。在网上日记里所对他说的话,
他一个字也没看过。
我发给他的简讯,他一个字也没回复。
你是否可以想象这种等待的折磨? 我常常想,
过去的一年来,我朝夕相处,日盼夜盼的人,
到底是谁?

好可怕,简直让人心寒。一年的感情,
就在那一刻化为尘。

不要难过,相信我,你终究是幸福的…

Yinshan.Raine said...

I'm don't feel that i'm always been love.
As the hurt he gave my is more than any hurt i felt in my entire life. If he really love me to that extent, he would be bold enough to love me back.
But maybe he don't really love me as it seems sometimes, cause i felt that he is bold to break my heart to heal other people heart. That's very kind of him.
This type of hurt is far more than he ignore me.
I'm feel that i'm dying.
I'm speechless.
There is nothing i could say..
Tears have done all the work.
I must say to have people to love u and by ur side now.. U are fortunate...
I'm all alone..
All all alone in this storm..
Thank for ur command.