My dreams??

When the clock strike mid-night, my heart breaks.
Each echo of the 12 dong, each tears drop from cheeks.


Love, seems to be drifting away from me.
So far away that it becaome a Neverland.
A land that i might never reach again and stay here.

Maybe, that is not a place that is mean for me.

I wanna to find a place that is fill with peace and joy within myself.
A place that:
                         Have no pain
                                   no tears
                                   no disappointment
                           Fill with Happiness
                                           hopes and wishes
                                           laughter and not just a fade smile
                            &
                           Freedom.

It is not heaven that i'm looking for.
But is a place that i hope to reach in this reality.
Reaching there is definatly not an easy task and journey.
There is no map to it, my only direction is through direction that pieces of my broken heart direct.
It's not just a difficult thing, what it takes the most is patient.
I believe that when my broken heart pieces mend up the last piece that
left before the complete heal up: the direction to the land that i'm been
seeking for.

A land that i called Dreamland.

P.S What is written in this blog is not the actual and complete of
what i have written on the paper, i lost the paper.
This is just a recall of my feeling and what i wrote when it happen.