Shadow has been follow me around every second, everywhere i been.. Even in the brightest place, it has been always there.
Pain has been there as it is a scar already. A scar that it doesn't seem to heal. PAin is real, it is the reality, Dreaming is always a dream. I always hope to die, i neo it is wrong to think of that, but i really hope i can aways dream and not wake by reality. No matter how hard i tried in reality, i still can't reach the destination. Whenever i thought i reaching but it is actually the wrong place that i thought it should be. No one can understand. No one can.
In this stomy battle, i declare i have lost. I have lose myself. Pain which was to be cold and tears which were once frozen have been draw
by the heat and boil once again. i wish i can stop. But actually i'm not that
strong afterall.
i always believe in fairytales, that is something i wanted to believe.
The prince will accept who u are and who u wanna to be.
However , in the real life this is not the case for me, that is reality
that ppl has been ask me to accept.
I'm tire... Tire...
Happy seem ver far away from me..
Even a smile come with drops of tears.......
Maybe i would wan to consider myself as fortunate to suffer this much and not any worse.
I have lost, which direction i should go??
Nethier do i have the answer.
2 comments:
hmmm... what's on your mind?? care to share? we're not here for nothing you know? friends that care stick by you thru good and bad.. anything.. i'm just a call away.. we.. are just a call away..
-meihua
Thank u soooooooooooooooo much mei hua... I appreciate a lot. In fact very much that u telling mi this.
maybe one day i will say out to you but whatever it is i'm still in the thinking mode... thinking about my direction which i would want to go.However, even i able to say out it is too much of a long story to heard... haha... I personally felt so. Like a old grandmaother telling story.. haha
thank anyway mei hua.
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