Focus in my life

Life is always changing...
It can happen very quickly or slow...
Very drastic or insignificate...

Changings have occur in my life now...
In the mist of it, I have figure the path back to the original.
But of course thing have became different;
Focus also different.

For now i have return to my own-self...
However, not fully there yet and changes occur within me.
good or bad?? I dun neo...

Things that i wanna to focus is going to be different as well...
I wanna to focus in my own life, school work, leisure,
reading on material that is interesting to me, practice more Yoga,
dancing,...

This is for now i guess... things might change... who knows...
I don't want to focus in the painful happening and changing, i want to focus on something else.
It is to painful to carry on if i don't change.. Simply too painful...

Tears have dry, but pain is still there...
To heal the pain is not the matter of time.
But the thinking of it...
Seeing it differently is a good way, focus in different thing is even better...
However, say is easier than do.

I'm trying to do it....
Pls give me all the support and blessing...
I not strong, i'm trying my very best at least.
Don't discourage me or hurt me...
It is too unbearable...